Currently Listening Oral Fixation vol. 2 By Shakira Hips Don't Lie see related

last of a dying breed

I do NOOOTT want school to start. i was nice just working and chilling and not having to worry about studying or anything like that. but so far i've only spent like 90 bucks on book so far for three classes but i have to spend 140 FLIPPIN buck on a damn math book.. OSU really likes to butt rape you on books, tutition and housing.

I wasnt able to go to the beef expo because my damn altenator went out the week of it and i had to replace it over the weekend, and i fried the battery so i spent like a total of over $300 on parts  oh well i guess better now than later. I also brought home my truck from the mill and im going to start working on it over the weekends while im home. it smoked so bad going down waterloo road that 5 min later when i drove down it again there was still smoke floating around.. i felt bad for those people because that truck is wayy to loud (maybe becuase it doesnt have a muffler just straight pipes on it. lol. but i hope to have the motor either pulled out or the piston and rod replaced before june with my stacks on it also..

this is a picture of the ATI farm taken from the hill above the cow/calf barn..

I was bored so i stole a survey from heppe...

Mark your confessions:

[] I'm afraid of silence.

[x] I Talk ALOT when I get really nervous.

[x] I am really ticklish.

[ ] I'm afraid of the dark.

[ ] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night.

[ ] I Can't sleep in a room if the door isn't open

[ ] I am homosexual.

[x] I believe in true love.

[ ] I've run away from home.

[ ] I listen to political music.

[ ] I collect comic books.

[] I shut others out when I'm sad.

[x] I've stayed out all night.

[ ] I open up to others easily.

[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.

[x] I watch the news

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs

[ ] I love Disney movies.

[ ] I am a sucker for green eyes

[X] I am a sucker for brown eyes

[X] I am a sucker for blue eyes

[ ] I don't kill bugs.

[x] I curse

[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.

[x] I've slipped and fell in public.

[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation.

[ ] I love Spam... The canned meat right???

[ ] I bake well.

[ ] I have worn pajamas to class.

[x] I have owned something from Abercrombie.

[ ] I want a better job.

[x] Talked on a phone for 5+ hours.

[ ]I love Dr. Phil

[x] I like someone.

[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.

[x] I am self-conscious.

[x] I love to laugh.

[ ]I have tried alcohol.

[X] I drink alcohol on a regular basis.

[x] I have tried a cigarette.

[X but dont wanna talk about it ] I have smoked a pack in one day.

[ ] I loved Lord of the Flies.

[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.

[ ] I can't swallow pills.

[X] I have a lot of scars

[ ]I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.

[x] I love chocolate.

[ ] I bite my nails.

[X] I am not comfortable with being me.

[x] I play computer games when I'm bored.

[x] Gotten lost in the city.

[x] Seen a shooting star...

[ ] Had a menage a trois.

[x] Gone out in public in my pajamas.

[ ] Have kissed a stranger.

[ ] Have kissed someone really strange....

[ ] Hugged a stranger.

[ ] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of a diff. sex.

[x] Been in a fist fight.

[ ] Been arrested.

[x] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of my nose.

[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.

[ ] Made out in an elevator.

[ ] Swore at Liberace.

[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose

[ ] Been skydiving.

[ ] Been bungee jumping.

[x] Gotten stitches./ staples

[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.

[x] Bitten someone.

[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.

[x] Gotten the chicken pox.

[x] Crashed into a car.

[ ] Been to Japan.

[x] Ridden in a taxi.

[ ] Shoplifted.

[ ] Been fired.

[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.

[ ] Stole something from your job...

[ ] Gone on a blind date.

[ ] Had a crush on a teacher/coach

[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.

[ ] Been to Europe.

[ ] Slept with a co-worker, and/or employee.

[ ] Been married.

[ ] Gotten divorced.

[x] Saw someone/something dying.

[ ] have a list of people you want to kill.

[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day.

[x] Been to Canada.

[x] Been on a Plane.

[ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.

[ ] Thrown up in a bar.

[x] Eaten sushi.

[x] Been skiing.

[x] Been ice skating

[x] Cried in public.

[ ] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed.

[ ] Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have.

[x] Thought of someone almost 24/7

[ ] Hate the world.

Pass this on with your own confessions

PS - i really am begining to like the song "Hips don't lie" .. and the bonus is that wyclef is on it.

Currently Listening Me & My Gang By Rascal Flatts What hurts the most see related

One in the loneliest number

I'm sitting here in wooster on a weekend BORED off my ass.. everybody has gone home and i feel like i cant go home .. well because i dont have anything to go home too.. i wish i did.. Ever feel left out because none and i mean none of your old good friends call you ever?? that's what i feel like becuase none of my old friends call and well its begining to make me wonder..  but ohwell "when" i go home i just get yelled at for some stupid crap that i didnt do becuase *duh* im at school.  Schools is alright so far, i believe im failing only one class and that Animal Disease with Doc Amstustz but if i live through it and pull out atleast a like a b- or c+ i'll be happy. its better than my d+ i have in there.. all my other classes are good .. real good.. A or A- in english, math history and practicum (i think).

oh last week was my feed crew with jake, elisha, brian, kasiea and adam. we had frickin 39 calves in one week.. ONE WEEK.. oh well the calves are pretty cute, i'll get a picture of them up soon.

this past weekend i was call by dale and sue (by bosses at randolph feed) and was told that they were closing the mill.. when i heard that a part of me died and i was so depressed i just had to have a cold one right then and there.. you dont know how many memories and fun moments i had there.. like leavin little notes on the timecards and scotty's little girlfriend . oh well there goes a piece of my youth that just reminds me im getting older.. and it looks like that im going to sell some feed out of my barn this summer before i can build a build a barn.

i miss my dog.. sitting in the barn chillin with a cold one reminising about past times.. listening to music.. watching the sunset

Currently Listening Testify By P.O.D. see related

ever seem that no matter what you do or say you never fit in??

it just seems like that here at ati, im treated like a outcast of sorts. maybe its due to me working almost everyday and missing out on the events that happen while im gone?? i just cant talk to anybody about the stuggles and questions i have because it doesnt seem normal. i try callin "old" friends but their always busy or dont answer/call back.. so oh well i guess this is life.. im just getting slowy sickend by it. i've just decided to just give up trying to fit in becuase its not worth the aggrevation.

other than that school is goin good.. but i swear im surrounded by idiots.. like the history exam this week half the class got more than 40% of the answers wrong.. and it was a 50 question exam. how stupid can you be to miss questions about the navtive americans and the spanish exploration of central america?? oh well i scored a 96% so i missed 3, but i just was going to fast and missed some of the wording (a stupid lawyer is the teacher). but this disease class is a killer.. stupid lukocytes, monocytes, b cells and t cells.. its just enough to make your head explode..

calving checks suck at 3am when its colder than a witches tit in a brass bra..

I've had enough of this stupid shit and people down here. time to go home and have some time alone.

I did never know so full a voice issue from so empty a heart: but the saying is true 'The empty vessel makes the greatest sound'.